New House

I really like our new house now that we are getting it all put together. It's nice to have a real back yard. Can't wait to get it fenced in for the dogs. They will love it.

Move

So excited to be moving this weekend. We will be in a bigger house and Nathen and I's bedroom is really big. I've got a bigger kitchen and an actual laundry room. The best part is that the girls no longer have to share rooms.
Found some nice stuff on Amazon to decorate the house with, excited to be able to decorate a house without the landlord getting mad.

Friday

It's Friday morning and again the dog wakes me up scared of the stupid trash truck. Now of course I'm awake and have been since 4am. At least I can get everything done early today. I'll clean my kitchen and do some laundry before everyone wakes up.  Dad is going to take the girls fishing today so that will be nice. We get to meet the new landlord today and pay our rent for April so we can get moved in on time.

Wensday

Well I did it I signed up for college online. I'm sharing with my friends but I'm not going to tell my parents till I get my degree. I want to suprise them. I hope they will be proud of me.
Nathen hopes I can do it.
Going to do anything to help my friend I can. I found 2 possible jobs for her and going to see what else I can find for her. She needs out of that enviroment. She's always been there for me so it's my turn to return the favor.

Dad

I hope my parents are okay. Dad had a doctors appt this morning in St. Louis to see how things are going. I hope it's all great, although I bet they will say something about all the weight he has put on.

Girls

Whisper is having so much fun with the Wii. I'm glad we have it. Jessie's friend Mackenzie came over and of course they are ignoring Whisper.

Packing

With only a little over a week to go I've got a lot of packing to go. Gonna get started as soon as the kids get up. So glad we're gonna be moving into a bigger place. The girls get their own rooms and our room will be on the other side of  the house. I'll post more as it gets done.

God answers prayers.

God answered our prayers tonight. The landlord agreed to use our deposit as our last months rent. Then the new landlord called. We have the house and we can start moving in a little over a week.
God is so amazing I'm not sure how to express my emotions of happiness.

Jessie's Older Half-Sister.

Last night Jessie talk to her sister Liz for the first time. She was so happy she started crying. I can't beleive their bio father said Jessie was adopted. My first reaction was anger but now I'm calm and realize he only hurt himself.
I can't wait for the girls to get to meet. Maybe one weekend we can meet halfway and the kids can get to see each other in person.

Moving

I really hate moving. I'm scared to death about us being able to afford another house. I found one I like but now I can't get a hold of that landlord. It's 3 bedroom which would be so nice. It also had a big yard and that's something I really want for the kids and the 2 dogs.
I have been appling for jobs but so far no luck. Maybe the right one will come along soon.
Nathen is working so hard and he has to come home and see which mood I'm in every night. I don't know which mood I'm going to be in.
This move is really hard on all of us. I've got to get some more tubs so I can pack some more stuff up. We have to be out by the last day of March.
I just pray God helps because I'm lost.

Routine

Bolt woke us up at 4:30 am this morning. He has his schedule and that's what he wants. When he comes in from going he wants water and food there. At least I alway know what he wants. So now here I am awake again.
Went to Christy's bday party last night. We had a lot of fun. I got to see Scott and Angie, Brenda and Terry, Tasha and her kids, Shane and Leah and their kids. It was nice to see everyone.
Going to see my friend Kim today. It's been along time since I've been up there. I'm really looking forward to it.
Got Bob Harpers book and Jillian Michaels yoga dvd in the mail last night. Gonna try the dvd here in a little bit and then I'm gonna get started on reading the book.
I've decided to start trying natural cleaners. Baking soda and vinegar will clean almost anything. I want to try this sugar scrub for your skin. Maybe it will help my dry skin.
This new medicine seems to really be working, unfortunatly though it gives me cotton mouth. Oh well makes me drink more water.

Prayers

God does listen to our prayers. My friend's husband found a job it took awhile but we had to wait on the right one to come along.
I've been praying trying to figure out how we are going to get moved on time.
I would like to ask for all that read this to please pray for us. We only have until March 31 to find and move into a new home. The main problem is coming up with enough money. I know God will help us.

God will help us with getting this child custody battle done as well. We don't want to take the boy from his mom, his dad just wants to see him as well.

Learning to Relax

Issues are only complex when you fail to see their simple side. 
Learning to relax is very hard for me. I guess what I need to do is start with meditation.

Monday

Not ready to start a new week but here we go again.

I've been feeling this strange pull about moving maybe we need a new start. I'm just not sure anymore. I really don't understand why David my pastor wants to speak with my landlord. It seems so odd. I hope all goes well. I must admit I'm curious but I refuse to pry into this God is guiding him and that is what is important.

Looking for stay at home jobs so that I don't have to deal with people.