Moving

I really hate moving. I'm scared to death about us being able to afford another house. I found one I like but now I can't get a hold of that landlord. It's 3 bedroom which would be so nice. It also had a big yard and that's something I really want for the kids and the 2 dogs.
I have been appling for jobs but so far no luck. Maybe the right one will come along soon.
Nathen is working so hard and he has to come home and see which mood I'm in every night. I don't know which mood I'm going to be in.
This move is really hard on all of us. I've got to get some more tubs so I can pack some more stuff up. We have to be out by the last day of March.
I just pray God helps because I'm lost.